Justin Bieber ft. Jessica Jarrell Cover- Overboard by Gaby

why and why ? ;(

 seriously i tk perna brkira dgn you !if can i nk shared everything dgn you sayangg ;( you know what ?everything yg i ada ,i loved to shared with you !how could you say something like that to me ;( ? i felt awful ,and totally i tauu i am suck ;( but i do loves you !i sygg you only ;( how could you say like that to me? ;(
i tktauu whyy and why ;( i just need you in my life !please just say that you hate me !you dont love me !pleasee .. i felt im worse ,im a bad ;( i can't stop crying !seriusly i dh mcm crazy person crying because of your words !;( its really mean !;( i syg you sgt ,i tk kisah if i nk shared everything dgn you cuz i knew that you tk perna brkira dgn i ;( how could you say that i brkira dgn u ?b ,plss say that you mmg tk sygkn i lg ;( i tk perna nk cmtuu dgn you ;( i always nk you no matter in hard or good time !!knp you tuduh i cmtu ?;( i felt too sad ,
i really can't stop crying .its okay if you like to leave me over crying .i know you'd already sleep and you left me just like that .its okay .always going to be my fault .i know im bad ,im suck !then pleasee hate me if you can ,bacause i'm dying ,im sick ,im too much crying ,i felt hurt ,,
pleaseeeee ,,,, say that you hate me sayangg ,then y you accusing me ?( why and why ..



its okay ,no matter what happen i wont stop loving this guy .he's the only one for me .but i guess he dont cared about me ;(




hurt ,
aishaa..

its really hurt today ;(

 life is completely messed ! i dont know why i've felt this .i just can''t stop crying because of you ;( you never think of oit .because you just think that we can be for ever together .no we wont ;( its hurt you know when you do not changes yourself .even when i cried ,i hurt can't you just stay ?;(i felt suck !i wish i could exist ,get out from this world !pleasee ,i really need you now !its not hurt ,but its totally hurt !i really cn't stoip crying ;(
just ,you dont love me the same .please ignores me .dont you cared about me like the way you did to me now !pleasee ,you never think of the future !can we be together like now ?things change someday but you never realised that .one day when the times come ,you will losing me .aren't you happy ?smile ?feel glad ?but you will know that i've felt like i wanna die !can't breath like usual ;(
you just dont care for me now ,its okay .one day you gonna realise it .its okay ,there will be three for weeks from now ,you hurt me now !really hurt me now .i gave everything towards you ,i just hope that you will be good n happy with your life .please stay away from me ,ignores me ,its totally hurt right now ,i do hope you'll be good.please dont care about me .i hate you when you didi this to me ,and now you are selfish !;(
dont you dare near to me .i really hate you did this to me ,i cried until i really can't  stop cryingg .please i know you will be fine without me ;( i do loves you but pleasee go away ;( hate me ,,minn !i need you ,why you left me on the cold ;(

you are just too good to me ;)

its about what i've felt right now .hmm what can i say is i really can't let you go now,today,and for ever !!it's really insane !this feelings ,my heart my mind !oh my god !okay let me expressed what i've felt for now !honey !you are just too good to be with me !why and why and why ?!you treat me like a princess!you never wanted to dissapointed me ,dear !you helped me a lot ,you gave what i want !i asked for this ,you just 'okay'  .you won't hurt my feelings .sayang !you are soo nice to me ,but i treat you like something that really makes you felt irritated ,bored and completely annoying .i knew that .but you just 'tahan' je dgn all my 'kerenah' !ohh baby ;( i've really too appreciated laa dgn you .i mintk tuu ,you ada je nk bg i .aduii ;(
knp you tk perna mgecewakan sdkit titik pun dlm hidup i ?
seriusly ,while expressed what i've felt now .i mnangis tnda i happy yang teramat dlm hidup i sbb i got you !mmg i tk bole let you go and you pergi dgn orang lain !mmg tk bole .yourself and myself dh terbiasa being together .
i love you today ,but tomorrow i will love you more muhaimin !
<33

lamn !;(

    my birthday is coming this 8 of march .
what i want is my BESTFIRENDS to be with me ;(
i dont know if they all we'll be with me !hmm
what can i say is SARA ,AWEEN and TEHA !they all are really confirm .but mimi hmm she go to holyday ;( miraa ??no response from her !;(
eiyz ,she's got to work that day ,full time !!damn !;(
hmmm

my IDOL !

  what can i say about her is she is totally amazing !taylor swift is such a talented artist !she's got everything !damn !she is freakingly perfect ,
she wrote her own songs !alright ,let me share with you all when i started to adored her as my idol .its actually happen last two years at my class ,haha :DD
yeaa ,its totally such a fool !my cousins loves her first songs ,i think so ,its a teardrops on my guitar's songs .she always sang that song at the class .i asked whats that song and she said this songs is long time already played on the radio .ohh malunyaa sayaa !haha=.=''
it is because i rarely listened to the radios ,then i started to liking that songs ,then my bff said that there was a one songs that really makes me into it .i heard it for the very first time ,the title of the songs is 'lovestory' .i can bet that this songs is really a sweet songs written by her .i was quite shocked because this songs is actually a country songs because honestly i am not that into the country songs .but fortunately i loved it until now !haha
i keep in singing that songs .copying  the lyrics at the paper ,haha what laa mee !;)
then when  was in form5 and it's a last year ,i do hope that i can show my talent around me .
then one day ,i heard that there will be held an audition for a charity night .i was like ,'haha should i try for it ?' my sweet friends ,nik she asked me to tried for it .
yeahh ,there was a lot of test from god before i can make it to be on the stage at the day on the charity night.
firstly ,when the audtion time ,i am sick .i got fever and my voice turns into a monster !;( i cried and cried a lot !i told my dad that i really wanna go to the audition but my dad said that i can't sings ,seriusly my voice is harsh ,and it turns to toad ;( i just said to him that i wanna go .he sent me .when i've already been in school for the audition ,i felt scared .my whole blood stopped !i was thinking ,'should i just go or should i just watched the perfomanced from the other contestant ?' i should realised at that time ,my voice is the main problem that makes me can't sing that day .so  when i wanna got o the hall ,i saw jahirah with her friends .i told her about my problems and i asked them to told pn rhenukha that i really wanna go for the audition and i really hope she could gave me a chances to do the auditon ,not today but nextweek .she helped me .pn rhenuka met me and asked me to come to the hall nextweek .i was like , thanks to god and jahirah !yeaaa ,maybe i can have this chance to show my talent :)
after that , i take cared of myself by taking care of my health .no iced ,just plain water .i got into this as a really serious matter ,because i guess this is the only way for me to show my talent infront of the audienced .but !please do not be too hope .quite scared if im not selected to be performed at the charity night .
yes ,the day had come .its friday ,my dad will came late because he got to go to the mosque for friday prayed .okay ,chill aishaa !now im in the hall .i saw students from interact club and the contestant .hmm ,i felt soo down .they all looked at me with a kind of look .i've felt very small when i stayed there .then .pn renukha called my name and asked me to started the audition .yeah ,i am the first one .but im not alone .i go there with miza ,my classmates ,my cousins besties ! yeahh ,im on the stage at my school's hall !haha i sang two songs .first songs is lovestory by taylor swift .i looked at pn rhenukha and the audienced .yeahh ,they all are staring me . i was like ,'hmm ,maybe they appreciated the way i sang ' haha thats what my mind keep on saying ;)
then pn renukha asked me to sang another songs .now i sang the way i loved you by taylor swift too !haha she do liked me !my voice .and i've been selected .yeahh !its really worth it .i got a lot of test from god and at last ,i got it !charity night ,here i come !haha
 okay ,now my dreams are half-fullfied .i'm happy but i dont know if my parents can eccept my involved in singing thing .i know ,i should consentrate on SPM thing but its just like ,i really into singing thing. so this is the only way to proved to all ,that i am talented ;)
okay !today i thinks is 24 april !the day i have to show my talent to the audienced .nervous+scared ,thats what i've felt at that time .but its ok .there is no more practiced .i just try to sang 'live' with the band just once !!oh my !i hope there will be a chemistry between me and the ACS band ;) sang lovestory live !it's my dreams :) and also 'dan sebenarnya' songs by yuna :) acoustic version ;))
okay ,that day i wore a white gold dressed .put a make up ,wore high-heels makes me looked diff !heh
you know what ?i've really hate make up and high heel's thing but for this perfomanced i have to sacrificed and be a new 'aishaa' :D
haha ;)   alright !it's my turn now to performed .i heard maha letchumi called my name !oh gucci !dup dap dup dap my heart ..
lulu accompany me behind the staged and gave me full of supported!really thanked to her :)
okay .i did performed .looked at all the audienced ,smile and cheer for me :) yeah it's a great feelings at that time .i sang with the expression until my account teacher ,miss suganthi are really suprised that i can sang !:) don't be dear teacher .i really can sang but that day is the first time i show my talent at the K.E.C club ;) heee
yea!i saw pn bahariah too . she siled and really i guess she do liked me .thats why when she had to leaved the school for ever ,she wanted me to performed and sangs for her .its for the last time .gonna miss you dear pn bahariah !;)
okay okay ,next songs its a malay songs !ohh my ,i heard a scream and a cheered from the audienced !okay now i knew why !its my cousins ,fir !he's coming to me ,coming to the staged when the time  i performed .haha :D thats soo sweet dear cousins !
he gaves me roses .. LOL!thanks thanks !he did supported me a lot !really can count on you dear cousin :)
yehh ,i will never forgot that time :)

alright ,already performed then straight away i go to JJ .makan time !with my honey ,MIN :)
he waited for me for so long .haha i know you missed me hunn ;)
thanks for accompany at mcd .makan hehe ;)
then both of us go to the rooftoop met my bff eiyz and erna with theirs boyfie :)
hehe what a beutiful view at the rooftoop !its night and i really had a wonderful time with you .hehe
i asked you to danced ,and you want !i missed that time .the way you hold me tight ,the way you say that you loved me always ,and the way you makes me wanna laugh all the time .you are just too good to be with me !thanks sayang <33

fabians besties :)

Aien elmo ;)
 amazing girl ,sweet ,pretty ,awesome and of course she is such a nice person ,eventhough i dont really get to know with her ,i know she can be trusted and of course she is such a cool person !:)
 lucky to have her as a friends !i wishi could get to know more about you dear :)
thanks for being such a caring person !
i love you dear :) you are really sweet babe !i hope you will always going to be the best and stick with your loves one as long as you can !but make it for ever hunn !:)  xoxox

Anne Zakaria ;)
   this girl is such a caring person !really comfortable to be friends with you dear ! first time i met you ,oh my !you are gorgeous babe!;) jelous i auww <33 and of course you show the wy you cared towarsd me by treat me a drink !haha :DD i was like she is damn sweet !yeahh ,anne is adorable and nice !babe !lucky to get to know with you .i really hope that ine day i could hang out with you dear,mybe shop together boo :)
i heart you dearly ,anne !xoxox

Niely Adnan ;)

lovable friends !haha first time i met you ,i thought you are such a stuck up person ,but actually totally you are not !:) hee happy to be part of you baby !

wanna know why ?i'm happy because you trusted on me .you just shared your problems towards me .that shows how much you trust on me dear :)

thanks for giving me chances becaming your friends !hope to get to know more about you dear !ily .xoxox

             Melissa Anne Kamarulzaman ;)

this cuty girl really into me ;)

i loves all about her !she looks so perfect !she's gorgeous ,hot and of course i do loved her hair !her fringe !ohh myy you !you are pretttyyy laa girl !

i know i baru je be friends dgn you but you are part of my life now ,i hope i can hang out with you one day hunn ;)

i heart you alwayss .xoxox

p/s : hope four of you guys will be my close friends one day !i heart you four a lott !dont lost contact yeaa ;) i do loves you guys !

now ,you FOUR are officially part of my life !!

;DD