Saturday, February 19, 2011

my IDOL !

  what can i say about her is she is totally amazing !taylor swift is such a talented artist !she's got everything !damn !she is freakingly perfect ,
she wrote her own songs !alright ,let me share with you all when i started to adored her as my idol .its actually happen last two years at my class ,haha :DD
yeaa ,its totally such a fool !my cousins loves her first songs ,i think so ,its a teardrops on my guitar's songs .she always sang that song at the class .i asked whats that song and she said this songs is long time already played on the radio .ohh malunyaa sayaa !haha=.=''
it is because i rarely listened to the radios ,then i started to liking that songs ,then my bff said that there was a one songs that really makes me into it .i heard it for the very first time ,the title of the songs is 'lovestory' .i can bet that this songs is really a sweet songs written by her .i was quite shocked because this songs is actually a country songs because honestly i am not that into the country songs .but fortunately i loved it until now !haha
i keep in singing that songs .copying  the lyrics at the paper ,haha what laa mee !;)
then when  was in form5 and it's a last year ,i do hope that i can show my talent around me .
then one day ,i heard that there will be held an audition for a charity night .i was like ,'haha should i try for it ?' my sweet friends ,nik she asked me to tried for it .
yeahh ,there was a lot of test from god before i can make it to be on the stage at the day on the charity night.
firstly ,when the audtion time ,i am sick .i got fever and my voice turns into a monster !;( i cried and cried a lot !i told my dad that i really wanna go to the audition but my dad said that i can't sings ,seriusly my voice is harsh ,and it turns to toad ;( i just said to him that i wanna go .he sent me .when i've already been in school for the audition ,i felt scared .my whole blood stopped !i was thinking ,'should i just go or should i just watched the perfomanced from the other contestant ?' i should realised at that time ,my voice is the main problem that makes me can't sing that day .so  when i wanna got o the hall ,i saw jahirah with her friends .i told her about my problems and i asked them to told pn rhenukha that i really wanna go for the audition and i really hope she could gave me a chances to do the auditon ,not today but nextweek .she helped me .pn rhenuka met me and asked me to come to the hall nextweek .i was like , thanks to god and jahirah !yeaaa ,maybe i can have this chance to show my talent :)
after that , i take cared of myself by taking care of my health .no iced ,just plain water .i got into this as a really serious matter ,because i guess this is the only way for me to show my talent infront of the audienced .but !please do not be too hope .quite scared if im not selected to be performed at the charity night .
yes ,the day had come .its friday ,my dad will came late because he got to go to the mosque for friday prayed .okay ,chill aishaa !now im in the hall .i saw students from interact club and the contestant .hmm ,i felt soo down .they all looked at me with a kind of look .i've felt very small when i stayed there .then .pn renukha called my name and asked me to started the audition .yeah ,i am the first one .but im not alone .i go there with miza ,my classmates ,my cousins besties ! yeahh ,im on the stage at my school's hall !haha i sang two songs .first songs is lovestory by taylor swift .i looked at pn rhenukha and the audienced .yeahh ,they all are staring me . i was like ,'hmm ,maybe they appreciated the way i sang ' haha thats what my mind keep on saying ;)
then pn renukha asked me to sang another songs .now i sang the way i loved you by taylor swift too !haha she do liked me !my voice .and i've been selected .yeahh !its really worth it .i got a lot of test from god and at last ,i got it !charity night ,here i come !haha
 okay ,now my dreams are half-fullfied .i'm happy but i dont know if my parents can eccept my involved in singing thing .i know ,i should consentrate on SPM thing but its just like ,i really into singing thing. so this is the only way to proved to all ,that i am talented ;)
okay !today i thinks is 24 april !the day i have to show my talent to the audienced .nervous+scared ,thats what i've felt at that time .but its ok .there is no more practiced .i just try to sang 'live' with the band just once !!oh my !i hope there will be a chemistry between me and the ACS band ;) sang lovestory live !it's my dreams :) and also 'dan sebenarnya' songs by yuna :) acoustic version ;))
okay ,that day i wore a white gold dressed .put a make up ,wore high-heels makes me looked diff !heh
you know what ?i've really hate make up and high heel's thing but for this perfomanced i have to sacrificed and be a new 'aishaa' :D
haha ;)   alright !it's my turn now to performed .i heard maha letchumi called my name !oh gucci !dup dap dup dap my heart ..
lulu accompany me behind the staged and gave me full of supported!really thanked to her :)
okay .i did performed .looked at all the audienced ,smile and cheer for me :) yeah it's a great feelings at that time .i sang with the expression until my account teacher ,miss suganthi are really suprised that i can sang !:) don't be dear teacher .i really can sang but that day is the first time i show my talent at the K.E.C club ;) heee
yea!i saw pn bahariah too . she siled and really i guess she do liked me .thats why when she had to leaved the school for ever ,she wanted me to performed and sangs for her .its for the last time .gonna miss you dear pn bahariah !;)
okay okay ,next songs its a malay songs !ohh my ,i heard a scream and a cheered from the audienced !okay now i knew why !its my cousins ,fir !he's coming to me ,coming to the staged when the time  i performed .haha :D thats soo sweet dear cousins !
he gaves me roses .. LOL!thanks thanks !he did supported me a lot !really can count on you dear cousin :)
yehh ,i will never forgot that time :)

alright ,already performed then straight away i go to JJ .makan time !with my honey ,MIN :)
he waited for me for so long .haha i know you missed me hunn ;)
thanks for accompany at mcd .makan hehe ;)
then both of us go to the rooftoop met my bff eiyz and erna with theirs boyfie :)
hehe what a beutiful view at the rooftoop !its night and i really had a wonderful time with you .hehe
i asked you to danced ,and you want !i missed that time .the way you hold me tight ,the way you say that you loved me always ,and the way you makes me wanna laugh all the time .you are just too good to be with me !thanks sayang <33

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